Some days I'm convinced I'm bipolar. Not the jumping into a fountain and throwing coffee at people while on a date kind of bipolar. Just retarted fast mood swings and instant apathy. Its weird. I could be having the most completely average day and all of a sudden, just want to crawl inside of a box or get completely aggravated and instantly withdraw from a group or a conversation. I had one of those moments while walking around the grid earlier trying to find something to eat. I don't really subscribe to overly medicating oneself, but at times I think I might just be better off. Or maybe I'm just a whiner.

jeez.